the journaling reads:
I don’t know if I’ll ever have the answer to why God called my son at such a young age. Why he chose ‘him’, but I am thankful to have had such a wonderful opportunity to tangibly touch such a beautiful face, to touch his Hands..to feel ~ and to see his smile..so entrancing.I’m thankful too, that I was able to play and dance and sing with him. To see his talents begin to blossom…To grow ~ To laugh with him and see the silly little quirks he’d express. To watch his hurt and see him have the glimpses of learning to let go. To be able to cry together and show the true emotions of love. I sometimes feel so much hurt and at his loss and sometimes I just want to scream. Sometimes I wish I could turn back the hands of time. Sometimes I just want to have him stand in front of me so I could say ’i love you’ just one more time. But I know God has better plans. God knows best and God has given me an angel. An angel that sits above with outstretched wings. An angel in waiting. An angel that enfolds his wings around me with love and tenderness at every passing moment. A perfect angel..my son. I may have many tears..till the day we meet again, but till then..I have a perfect memory of his laughter, his love, his touch ~ and of the lives he’s touched. And now my angel..has the wings to fly because my angel believed.
SO..TO ALL MY ONLINE SCRAPPY FAMILY ~ THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT ~ FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND SOMETIMES A SHOULDER TO CRY ON ~ FOR YOUR LAUGHTER AND FOR JUST BEING YOU ~ THE BIGGEST HUGZ EVA!